Review: When She Was Gone by Gwendolen Gross

When She Was GoneWhen She Was Gone
By Gwendolen Gross
Publisher: Gallery Books
Publication Date: March 19, 2013
Genre: Contemporary Fiction
Source: Edelweiss
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Seventeen-year-old Linsey Hart disappears the day before she’s due to leave for college. As her neighbors piece together what they saw and what they think they know about the missing girl, their long-held secrets, prejudices, and entanglements become rudely evident.

There’s Linsey’s mother, Abigail, whose door-to-door searching makes her social outcast status painfully obvious; stay-at-home mom Reeva, whose primary concern is covering up the affair she’s been having with the Starbucks barista; Mr. Leonard, a reclusive retired piano teacher—and the last person to see Linsey alive; George, an eleven year-old gifted loner who is determined to find out what happened to Linsey; and Timmy, Linsey’s ex-boyfriend, who is left grieving as he embarks on his own college career.

A keenly observed portrait of a small town under duress, When She Was Gone is a searing portrayal of the bonds that hold a community together—and the secrets and lies that threaten to rip it apart.

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In another life, I used to gorge myself on big Agatha Christie-style mysteries and big whodunits that unraveled with people’s closely held secrets. There’s always been something fascinating about examining each of the players, digging at their secrets and trying to put them all together into the bigger puzzle of the community to see how the big event could have happened.

I admit that I went into this book expecting something, and I didn’t get it. The story starts with one of Linsey’s neighbors, a former school music teacher. While he’s playing his piano in the very early morning, he sees her slip away from home, leaving a potential clue to her whereabouts. Her mother later becomes aware that Linsey hasn’t shown up at work that day, and it makes her uneasy but doesn’t ring immediate “emergency” bells because of the timing. Linsey’s getting ready to head off to Cornell University and she’s been upset over a breakup with her boyfriend. It’s possible that she’s taken a mental health day off. By the time night falls and there’s still no sight or sound of Linsey, her mom calls the police and reports her missing. What follows are looks into the lives of the neighbors of Linsey’s family, including tiny interactions with the teen or things they may have heard that would help explain her disappearance.

Ms. Gross can write beautifully and with purpose, and it’s evidenced most in the story of Geo, the quiet young boy with the camera who sees everything but with an innocent, non-judgmental eye. He’s a sweet child who freely embraces some unconventional hobbies that get him bullied by one of Linsey’s brothers and being in his chapters felt like taking my own mental health holiday. I thought Gross may have played his “otherness” (there were several things about Geo that made him different) too much sometimes, but his sections were still clearly the best.

Most of the rest of the story felt slow, weighed down by the repetitive chapters about people I didn’t particularly like who never changed or learned anything. There was very little effort to actually unravel the mystery of where Linsey was, which I’d been hoping would be at least a part of the story. Instead, there was mostly only her mother’s increasing hysteria and a little bit of self-flagellation by her boyfriend/ex-boyfriend.

This may appeal to readers who like the kind of fiction that simply exposes a situation and leaves it there for them to interpret. Gross has solid writing skills, even though I thought it was a little too dense and flowery for this particular story she was telling at this particular pace. I was frustrated because the plot never seemed to go anywhere, even though there was an answer, of sorts. It was unsatisfying, which I expected by the time I reached it, since I could see from the tone of the book what I had gotten myself into.

My Rating: C
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Review: If You Find Me by Emily Murdoch

If You Find MeBy Emily Murdoch
Publisher: St. Martin’s Griffin
Publication Date: March 26, 2013
Genre: Young Adult Contemporary Fiction
Source: Netgalley

There are some things you can’t leave behind…

A broken-down camper hidden deep in a national forest is the only home fifteen year-old Carey can remember. The trees keep guard over her threadbare existence, with the one bright spot being Carey’s younger sister, Jenessa, who depends on Carey for her very survival. All they have is each other, as their mentally ill mother comes and goes with greater frequency. Until that one fateful day their mother disappears for good, and two strangers arrive. Suddenly, the girls are taken from the woods and thrust into a bright and perplexing new world of high school, clothes and boys.

Now, Carey must face the truth of why her mother abducted her ten years ago, while haunted by a past that won’t let her go… a dark past that hides many a secret, including the reason Jenessa hasn’t spoken a word in over a year. Carey knows she must keep her sister close, and her secrets even closer, or risk watching her new life come crashing down.

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I read more books about kidnappings and Stockholm Syndrome from the end of 2012 and into the very beginning of 2013 than I think I have in the previous ten years combined, so I was particularly interested in this when I saw it. Most of what I read has featured older teens with some kind of ongoing contact with their kidnappers, none who were family. If You Find Me was about younger kids and began with parental abduction and I have to say, it blew every other story right out of the water. This was such a gripping journey for these girls that it’s one I won’t forget for a long time.

For all intents and purposes, all teenage Carey has known is barely scratching out a life in a disgusting box of a trailer in the middle of the woods with her mother and little sister Jenessa. There’s no school, barely ever any contact with other people and barely any food that she doesn’t forage for but she’s so inured to the situation, Carey doesn’t expect she’ll ever have anything else. Then after her mother disappears for months, a strange man and woman appear, claiming the girls have been abandoned, he’s their father and he’s taking them home.

I read this a bit ago but it’s been a hard review for me to write. As a mom, Carey and Nessa’s story had me twisted in knots – it was painful for me to let the characters tell their story and not feel like there was something I should or could have done. My parental instinct to do something was sitting up and yelling at me and that almost never happens when I read. I can hardly believe this is Murdoch’s first book.

For the obvious reasons, Carey and Nessa initially have a lot of trouble fitting in at their new home. They have a big house and hundreds of things to learn to fit in with people. Fortunately, their dad married a wonderful woman who pre-loved them before they even came home and was willing to help, especially initially with sweet Nessa.

I can’t say enough about how much I loved Carey. She was so incredibly strong, mostly for all of the saddest reasons. No fifteen year-old girl should have to do the things she did or be a mother to her little sister. She had the most beautiful bond with Nessa, it brought tears to my eyes more than once. Many times it looked like Nessa had run to Carey for comfort, but the sisters were obviously getting it from each other as they always had. When Nessa developed a bond with Melissa, Carey could have been jealous, but she was happy that her sister was finally becoming “normal.”

Murdoch added a step sister for the girls that I thought about dinging my grade for, but ultimately she didn’t weigh that much against the rest of the book. I expected any step sister suddenly dealing with the sudden return of two beloved girls who had been missing would feel some jealousy and anger, but Delaney was a classic over the top mean girl. Sure, she provided conflict, but in such a unique and well-crafted story, she felt completely out of place. I didn’t like her sudden change later in the story either. I had no idea why it happened, so I didn’t believe it. She was just a character that I could have done without.

The ending is shocking and I love Murdoch for going there with it. It suited the tone of the rest of the book – the desolation, pain, hope and fear – and while I saw it coming, my heart still lurched when Carey told her story. If You Find Me was such a revelation, Murdoch has gone on my must-buy list.

My Rating: A
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Review and Giveaway: Faster We Burn (Fall and Rise #2) by Chelsea Cameron

Faster We BurnBy Chelsea Cameron
Published: April 20, 2013
Genre: New Adult Contemporary
Source: Xpresso Book Tours
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Katie Hallman is done with douchebags. Done with guys who treat her like crap and leave her broken. But then Stryker Grant is there anyway. With his numerous piercings and bleached hair, he’s the polar opposite of all of her past relationships, which makes him the perfect candidate.

At first, Katie just sees him as a physical escape from her previous rocky relationship, and Stryker doesn’t seem to mind just being a distraction from Katie’s problems. But soon he’s getting under her skin, peeling back layers she’d rather keep covered. She tries to make it clear that she doesn’t want a relationship, but keeps breaking her own rules.

Then a tragedy sends Katie into the only arms who are there to catch her, and she’ll realize that she needs him more than she ever thought possible. But is she ready to let herself trust another guy with her already-battered heart? Or will she push him away to protect herself from getting hurt again?

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Breathe in and out with me, peeps. Okay, I cried during this book, but I didn’t end up in a depressed puddle! I’m officially out of my book purgatory, knock on hardcover. I know the rap contemporary New Adult is getting right now (deservedly), but this is better. It was upsetting to feel like such a cougar afterwards though. Rawr.

For anyone who’s read Deeper We Fall, Katie is Lottie’s friend and dorm mate and Stryker is Zan’s friend (this can be read as a standalone though). Katie and Stryker get along about as well as hot oil and ice water which means the sexual tension is off the charts too. Katie is kind of damaged goods right now though – she’s in a disaster of a relationship with Zan’s brother Zack. He finally goes too far and a post-breakup Katie impulsively decides to use Stryker for sex as a distraction from her problems. After that it’s pure selfishness on her part as she keeps on using him as her booty call, showing up and then dropping him when she’s done. Wham bam, thank you ma’am. Or sir. Whatever.

Stryker is a really nice guy who’s convinced Katie just needs to work her demons out, so he gives her what she wants, tries to work in a little more friendship and hopes for the best. Hot and cold Katie wants none of it though – as soon as he gets close, she shoves him back into the sex-only zone, or at least tries.

Katie. Drove. Me. Nuts. With her treatment of Stryker and bitchy attitude with him in the beginning. I had no idea what her problem was, so all I see is this nice guy who’s up (heh) for anything with her and she’s constantly treating him like nothing more than a plaything. I never got a full picture of what made her so insecure and damaged beyond her horrible relationships, although one of those would have been enough to send me screaming for the hills. There are several distinct nice moments that change their relationship; some of them Stryker’s but some of them are hers and she really redeemed herself for me.

I swear, I don’t know where this sudden infatuation for guys with piercings and tattoos came from, but it’s restricted to the literary world so far. Stryker has both and plays all sorts of musical instruments, is devoted to his sister and is willing to put up with Katie. Sign me up for one of him! He’s not really too perfect though. His past is really awful and he’s done terrible things in the past. With Katie, he makes several boneheaded mistakes and one giant one, but he’s generally pretty wise and romantic for his age. As much as he calls Katie on her crap, he learns to call himself on his own.

The supporting characters are all great, including Katie’s sister Kayla and her dad. Her mother is a horrible person and that’s all I can say. I love the close relationships with Katie and all of her friends, the way they text each other and have post-breakup ice cream sessions. There’s a lot of Zan and Lottie woven into this story too and it’s fun to see their relationship continue to grow. I’m hoping (fingers crossed) that Will’s story will be next.

So okay, there’s some angst, I did cry my eyes out at one point and once in a while, I wanted to club a character over the head with my Kleenex box. I still couldn’t put this down at all. Cameron has this great ability to tell a story I have to keep reading no matter how annoyed with a character I am and to make me root for a couple to make it from the moment they first kiss, even when that first kiss is so wrong I know she’ll have to figure out how to make it right. This felt like something different to me than most of the New Adult I’ve been reading – beneath the sex, there were genuine friendships and it made both Deeper We Fall and Faster We Burn stand out.

My Rating: A-

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Chelsea is giving away ebook copies of both the first and second book in her Fall and Rise series – this is a giveaway I’m holding here and only here, so imagine the odds – mind=boggled, right? It’s open internationally, which we love, love. If you’re feeling like taking a chance on the big daddy of prizes, you can check out the tour-wide giveaway along with my guest post with Chelsea Cameron. She’s giving away a Kindle Paperwhite or a Nook Simple Touch Glowlight and that giveaway’s also open internationally. Good luck everywhere!

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Review and Giveaway: Stages of Grace by Carey Heywood

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Stages of GraceBy Carey Heywood

Publication Date: April 22, 2013
Genre: New Adult Contemporary
Source: SupaGurl Tours

Stages of Grace

Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance…

When facing death a mourning period is to be expected. But what if it’s not a person but a relationship that dies? Grace and her boyfriend Jon have been together for three years. They live together and have shared many beautiful memories. Those memories are what keep Grace from admitting Jon has changed and is no longer the man she fell in love with.

Afraid of being alone and holding on to something that no longer exists Grace is a shadow of her former self. Her daily objective is to hide her pain from the world. Then, an unexpected letter sets off a whirlwind of potential life changes. In life sometimes the hardest thing to do is let go.

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Grace is at the tail end of her relationship with her boyfriend of three years and it’s ugly. Jon has become emotionally abusive and she’s become the perfect victim for him – she takes it, constantly wondering what she’s done wrong, how can she make him happy and what can she do to not make him angry. The only decent parts of their relationship are seen in flashbacks, as Grace remembers the better times. I really, really didn’t like this Grace – maybe it’s because the story just launched into things with Grace the Victim rather than giving me some sort of look at Grace with a backbone or a normal Grace, I would have had some reference. Instead, I was completely depressed by her.

When she hit the next stage, I didn’t feel any differently. She was as bad as Jon had been, it seemed. These two couldn’t find a constructive way to talk after three years and it was just sad. I didn’t have any good feelings at all from word one about Jon and nothing from any stage of Grace’s healing changed that. I don’t know why she loved him and the flashbacks didn’t help. The story took a major 180 about halfway along, when Grace was contacted by a grandmother she didn’t know she still had and went to Florida for a visit.

If the first half of the book was moody and depressing, the second half was light and happier. From the moment Grace’s plane touched down in Florida, I liked her better, just because she didn’t make me want to play a funeral dirge. She meets her grandmother’s very cute Kiwi friend Ryan and through long discussions with her grandmother, learns more about her late mother, troubled relationships and the power of letting go. There was a lot of symbolism, wine, knitting and cheeseburgers involved in it, but it made for a much lighter tone that made me like Grace so much more. She actually showed character progression, even though there were flashes of Old Grace in there.

Stages of Grace was a less than pretty book, but it showed the end of a messy, painful relationship, so it was appropriate. I had a rollercoaster of reactions towards Grace, but was glad that I was given the opportunity to see her at her worst so I could appreciate her when she was better, although I didn’t exactly like starting out with the worst. I liked that the story ended on a hopeful note with endless roads of possibilities ahead for Grace. I wouldn’t say this is a light read, but if you’re looking for something that really spotlights the changes a character goes through when moving out of a long-term relationship to singlehood, this is it.

My Rating: B-
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Carey Heywood lives in Richmond Va with her husband, three children and nine pound attack Yorkie. Unabashedly silly, she spends her free time bonding with candy loving strangers on Twitter. Right now she is probably eating Swedish fish.

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Review: Sand Castle Bay (Ocean Breeze #1) by Sherryl Woods

Sand Castle BayBy Sherryl Woods

Publisher: Harlequin MIRA
Publication Date: March 26, 2013
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Source: Netgalley for Publisher

In a trade-off she’s lived to regret, Emily Castle left home years ago to become an interior designer. The youngest of three sisters, Emily desperately wanted to prove herself. Success, though, came at the cost of leaving behind the man she loved.For Boone Dorsett, losing Emily left his heart shattered, but another woman was waiting in the wings. Now a widower with a young son, Boone has a second chance with Emily when a storm brings her home. But with his former in-laws threatening a custody suit, the stakes of loving her are higher than ever.

Will fate once again separate them—or is the time finally right for these two star-crossed lovers?

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This is a little bit of a departure for me from my usual reading material lately. I haven’t picked up much adult contemporary romance other than Lisa Kleypas’ Friday Harbor series and Robyn Carr’s Virgin River series, but I’ve enjoyed Sherryl Woods’ books, so I was eager to try this new series from her. I was in the mood for a lazy, romantic, sweet family series with sand, surf, sweet tea and yummy guys in blue jeans and this was delightfully satisfying. The series will be about three sisters and their romantic lives – first up is Emily.

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Review and Giveaway: None of the Regular Rules by Erin Downing

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None of the Regular RulesBy Erin Downing

Publication Date: November 20, 2012
Genre: Young Adult Contemporary
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Sometimes, a few dares can change lives…

The weekend before the start of senior year, Sophie Erickson and her best friends, Ella and Grace, discover a handwritten list of dares tucked away in the glove compartment of Sophie’s beat-up old Toyota. But this isn’t just any list; it’s a dead girl’s bucket list.

Sophie’s beloved aunt Suzy died as a teenager in a fatal fall, leaving Sophie with an overly cautious family, a few fading photographs, and a bucket of bolts that barely passes for a car. But now, Sophie has Suzy’s list of the things she wanted to do in her last year of high school. Sophie can’t help but wonder: What would happen if she tried to fulfill Suzy’s last wishes, to live out the longed-for life of her aunt, her hero?

As Sophie and her friends attempt to knock off the things on Suzy’s list of dares, love blossoms in unexpected places and Sophie begins to feel that her life is finally coming together…when in fact, everything is slowly unraveling around her. When the truth about a long-held family secret threatens to shatter everything she believed to be true, Sophie is forced to question everything she knew about the life and people she believed in, and ultimately herself.

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The cover for None of the Regular Rules is a little bit misleading – the romance in the story is more of a subplot than the main story, but even though I kept waiting to, I never missed it. I’m going to have to run around my house knocking on as much wood as I can find, because I’ve had such a run of unexpectedly good books, I feel like I’ve been ridiculously lucky. And now I’ve just jinxed myself.

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